Creativity and Closer to the Creator

Ah. The overcoming the large by the small has passed us now. An order to life only seems to appear, if you are looking for it. Sophomoric meanings to icons and lexicons call to be remembered of earlier years of the dreams; writer, beatnik, coffee shop owner, painter/artist, musician, flute, guitars, violin, composition, tech rock climber ascending to world status, contacts w/ the Bright Lights, Big City, director/writer of a brat pack film, stand-up comic, professor, published author, trilogies, philosophical novels, master of paradoxes, wit, verbal skills/social skills to the maximum, advocate for those in real need, computer guru, yogi, book store clerk, book store owner, ... add your own. Eurotrash woman going art crowd mainstream fifteen months into the relationship is in your life. And somehow you keep your tiller self-correcting w/ your creative friend(s) finding your course. You are believing as you make art, painfully, blissfully, you will, you can, you act. You believe there is something outside yourself. It is a welcoming construct for a better word. Void of form? A rock w/ hieroglyphs, stars at night giving you direction, pantheistic skies, pantheistic mountains, seas, lakes, cityscapes? The group conscience of some healthy, healing, comfortable friends. Call "It" a construct; call it the Creator. From nothingness id something. From within something there is a holy nothingness. A creator of substance, form, energy, particle, wave, a manifestation of a string vibrating in an abstract way (string theory). It is sometimes hard to deny when you are defining phrases, words yourself. Calling a Higher Power, a Creator, a blissful presence in the midst of an artistic, creative pproject, a next right move, a moment of serenity, serendipity, synchronicity, a friend, a holy presence, healing source, a basis for well-being. As I createI become to closer, developing a relationship w/ ther Creative Energy. Thanks.

Dig into some creativity, write, plan, get supplies, find the time slot, go, go, a-go go!!! Thanks again, ... and let me know if you would like more on this.

(Do see our video on YouTube--- "2500 Todd Ciara Matt," 5:32)